Losing a SL Friendship

Have you ever known someone for ages, But never really gotten to know them, nor taken the time to due to your lack of time maybe even interest. It happens more often than we admit, accept the friendship and just move on, maybe some light banter, an occasional hello or hang out every so often but nothing you were going to write in your prim page diary. With that being said, we come to my best friend, Enn Jaxxon. I had known Enn for 2 years, yeah, sad, but regardless we chatted at times, nothing concrete or bonding, just how are you? Kids? Life? Work? Etc.... Yes we had the platonic never see friendship down after all that time.

May of this year for whatever reason he started coming around, Alot. I did not mind, he was always very nice, humorous even, and we were both alone. It seemed to "mesh" We talked alot about family, Beliefs, Music, Daily happenings, News, More music and how we saw happiness rise and fall in Secondlife. I took him shopping with me, then he took me shopping with him, We play around with wizard HUDs, Introduced eachohter to alot of new music and videos on my TV at the house and bared our souls, we had eachothers backs, We were meant to be where we were every time we were together.

We watched relationships rise and fall, Heard gossip and shared, watched friends stab other friends, But still stood tall and firm that we would not be like that, and we did. A week ago I recieved a Notecard in short saying he was leaving SL, I felt abandoned, as he probally did when I told him I was Partnered to Will. I know his reasons are good for leaving, Real Life, It is a good life when taken advantage of and the opportunity is there. He has a family that love's him, Children that adore him, a Job that drives him to Exhastion and a License to go anywhere he wants to go at a moments whim. He is having Movie nights, Game nights, Quiet nights and Just being his RL self now, Kinda like we were, but in reality, with real people.

In Short, Enn, You have been there for me Forever as far as SL standards go, You held me when I was hurt, you mended my broken heart, you saw me through the suicide of a close friend, you shared every aspect of your RL person with me and I with you. I Thank You for standing beside me and loving me for who I am and not some Virtual Pixel with an Image. I wish you the most in happiness, Love and all that RL can offer, and till we meet again in a textured jungle such as second life, I am here, I always will be, a Friend in waiting, always keeping you in my prayers. You will be missed, Much Love, Lindsay (AkA Connie, The only attractive Blonde In SL) *Grins