Confused

Confused, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=JjTjtJDZomw

Falling leaves

Falling leaves, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

 Have you ever been so far up in a tree, You felt like you could see forever?  Gotten that pit in your stomach with fear of falling?  I Dislike heights,  I would say hate, But I do not use that word, it is to strong for most things.  The hardest thing to do is conquer a fear, overcome an obstacle, let yourself believe you can do the impossible.  I cannot say I have overcome much, like most, I go day to day, I struggle, I  fail, I succeed, It is a cycle I am quite used to.  I Fear the Unknown future, I fear snakes, and the most I fear is losing those I love the most.   Until I cannot move, Until I cannot breath, Until I cannot feel and I am numb from something uncontrollable, I will Climb to the highest branch, look over the tranquil scenery and I will Believe,  I will believe that regardless of if I fall, I will get back Up and I will keep Climbing.

Wrecking Ball

Wrecking Ball, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

songmeanings.com/songs/view/3530822107859465986/

Ever have that song you want to hate so freaking bad… BUT CAN’T… This is that song for Me, I Personally am far from a fan of the artist that released this song, BUT the song is so well written (Not by her) that It tears me up. It seriously Irritates Me to no end, so I am going to post this damn picture, which has Been in my head for days Now so I can let it go and Move On. The Song you ask? Oh yeah, I am also going to attach a Link to a Cover of it, Really well done and Less irritating for me to admit I Like.
WHY Does this song hit a nerve, well I think the lyrics are just to true, especially when you have been in a relationship that was destined for failure from the beginning. It is a Tribute for those that tried, Put it all in 1 hun then lost it all. For each I am sure the lyrics and song will mean different things But for Me here is how I Hear It
We clawed, we chained, our hearts in vain
We jumped, never asking why
We kissed, I fell under your spell
A love no one could deny
(Here is the part where, For vanities sake, we WILL make this work, even if its Not right, Not even an intelligent decision)

CHORUS
Don’t you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can’t live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was break me
Yeah, you wreck me
(Sometimes people change to the point you don’t even know them, It is erie really, it is more like who was I really with, I think the wanting part is wanting what You thought you had, because the next line is living a lie, who the hell wants that? I’m not signing up for that shit anytime soon. Next chorus is the wrecking ball part, to me signifies tossing yourself in, good, bad, or well just stupid (Ha ha) BUT apparently this person never intended to be who they said they were, You can beg someone to be honest, to open up, but that’s going to go Nowhere fast. Ultimately it will break you, the trying, the pleading, the disappointment, they WILL wreck you

I put you high up in the sky
And now, you’re not coming down
It slowly turned, you let me burn
And now, we’re ashes on the ground

(You build someone Up, Give them confidence, tell them how awesome they are, how they are so wonderful, How special they are * Can You say Huge Ego? * and they say fuck it, I don’t need you any more, Look how fucking awesome I am

Don’t you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can’t live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you


I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
And instead of using force
I guess I should’ve let you in
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
I guess I should’ve let you in
(Here we go, it’s the end, and GAH, she apparently was not actually 1 hun ether, eh it happens, for me at least it was more of a Sings * I Know some thing You don’t Know I Know” thing but regardless I didn’t share, why bother, like talking to myself except for Im an awesome listener  )

Don’t you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was break me

I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crouching in a blaze and fall
All you ever did was break me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

Yeah, you, you wreck me
Ok End of song, they were not who she thought, they of course will blame her because she jetted, but hell, how long can you kick around with a cold corpse, ya Know? she tried, got hurt, Moments over, But DAMN this song is so strong.. Kudos to MoZella, Stephan Moccio, Sacha Skarbek, Dr. Luke and Cirkut that actually wrote the song, I give you admiration for making a song I so wanted to dislike, but you pulled My ass right in

Derek

Derek, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Have You Ever watched Criminal Minds? Tons of sickos on there But then there is My Guilty Sin, My Secret fantasy.. Derek Morgan... Holy Shit, His eyes Melt me, his hard side excites Me and his soft side.. Well that excites Me to LOL. This man should be the poster child for all men. He is the Tall, Dark and Handsome Intensified times a Million. Ok, I think I am Done drooling over the Picture I made his shape Off of (Wipes Key Board) Thank You Tray for Posing for Me, Mucho Kisses and Did I Mention You Looked HAWT? *Giggles and goes back to Real Life

Eyes Wide Shut

Eyes Wide Shut, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

“When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.”

Helen Keller

Eternally Yours

Eternally Yours, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

There is euphoria in being a vampire, the best cross reference for a human is being on ecstasy and valium at the same time. It is a Numbing complacent feeling until you find that one thing you want, and then it crawls through your entire being, a passion that cannot be stopped or harnessed. To be a vampire is to give up the simple things like taste, Sleep, pain, But to gain Flight, eternal life, Eternal Love. As one from the darker side, my days are spent in hibernation, behind closed drapes, walking around the bright rays that escape in the small arches of the heavy fabric. Music is how I spend my days, calming, soothing, numbing notes. It is at night I become alive with an energy words cannot describe, as if something has taken over my thoughts, filled me with an obsession of prey, one that keeps my body tingling with excitement.

The travelor

The travelor, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

“Oh, the places you'll go! There is fun to be done!
There are points to be scored. There are games to be won.
And the magical things you can do with that ball
will make you the winning-est winner of all.”

Dr Seuss

I Love this man, He was so upbeat and literally honest to point of amusement.

Where have I been? Where did I Go?
Did I move fast? Why did I go slow?
Forgetting my path, Off of my plans,
Letting go of lifes silly demands,
Grabbing for difference, running so fast,
Get me away, Get me away fast,
I know theres a game, a game to be played,
I lost my way, Should not have strayed,
But look at the lessons, Look at my Past,
It was just tomorrow, and now gone so fast,
So I wont close my eyes, Oh no I don’t dare,
And Into the future My gaze I will stare
Ok There is My Dr Seuss Like Poem 
Hugs and Blessings to all

Falling leaves

Falling leaves, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Have you ever been so far up in a tree, You felt like you could see forever? Gotten that pit in your stomach with fear of falling? I Dislike heights, I would say hate, But I do not use that word, it is to strong for most things. The hardest thing to do is conquer a fear, overcome an obstacle, let yourself believe you can do the impossible. I cannot say I have overcome much, like most, I go day to day, I struggle, I fail, I succeed, It is a cycle I am quite used to. I Fear the Unknown future, I fear snakes, and the most I fear is losing those I love the most. Until I cannot move, Until I cannot breath, Until I cannot feel and I am numb from something uncontrollable, I will Climb to the highest branch, look over the tranquil scenery and I will Believe, I will believe that regardless of if I fall, I will get back Up and I will keep Climbing.

making ships

making ships, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

“Inside my empty bottle I was constructing a lighthouse while all the others were making ships.”

Charles Simic

Island Bride 2

Island Bride 2, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Fantastic Pose from E9 Not to forget a Beautiful Sim to grab shots at. <3 

Island Bride

Island Bride, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Fantastic Pose from E9 Not to forget a Beautiful Sim to grab shots at. <3 

Say No Evil, See No Evil

Say No Evil, See No Evil, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Nowhere to call Home

Nowhere to call Home, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Hide

Hide, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Fighting For Life

Fighting For Life, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Still not over you

Still not over you, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

i should have never let you go (always another)
i need this more than you will know, but there's always another
a million byways and highways and there's always another
someone else to pay your way and try to take your innocence
there's always heartbreak
i hold steady while you're shaking me loose
you keep breaking me down but i still ain't over you
i've been living like there's nothing to lose
and i'm telling you now that i still ain't over you
i keep your letters by my bed and there's always another
i hear your voice inside my head and there's always another
a waste of time wasted our days and there's always another
someone else to make you suffer
make you think this whole thing over

What a fantastic song, this one is that one person you had to walk away from, It was hard, But Needed, and they had no clue you were not coming back, hell, Why Would'nt you, I mean, They were the best right? *Coughs* The song is sung from the guy who fucked it all up, let you go and has moved On so many times it is not funny anymore, it is just sad, because he still cares, he still wants you, he still thinks someone is going to fuck you up more so you will come running back thinking "Oh, He was not THAT bad". If you reading this and thinking of going back, DON'T....a player only changes the game until he can find a new way to break the rules.
Rob Thomas - Still Not Over You
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Smi6OXRPLDQ

Liberty and Justice for all

Liberty and Justice for all, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

No Song, No reason besides I love this Outfit.

With silent lips. "Give me your tired, your poor,
Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,
The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.
Send these, the homeless, tempest-tost to me,
I lift my lamp beside the golden door!"


(fd) Bossy Boots - Red
Gawk! Dark Blue Basic Jeans // Miss America Ed. (Mesh)
Gawk! White Basic Tank Top
GizzA - Asia Watch&Bracelet
-Belleza- Ava Sk BL 10

The Anchor

The Anchor, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

What is holding You back? Toss that crap aside, Deep into the depths of history, No looking back now! We all have something, Someone holding us down, where we are, unable to move, suffocating, suffering, Why do we hold onto it, Easy Complacency. We become so used to the weight, the tightness we forget it is there, but once you try for something that would interfere with it, THAT is when you feel it, Your at a wall, the end of the leash so to speak. I have carried my anchor, tossed it and never dived back in to search to see how it was, I know its still there, among the sandy shores and green sludge at the bottom of the water, I'm not gonna Look, Because I hate to wear shower shoes, Fuck that shit ... Ha ha

I Tried

I Tried, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

I Put on purple nail polish, and blush on my cheeks,
Glossed up my lips then brushed my hair so sleek,
looking in the mirror i sighed at the reflection,
As the image staring back, was nothing but Imperfection,
Adding color to my eyes and concealing a tiny scare,
I took another look, but still did not meet par,
Biting lip and sighed again, tears welling up in my eyes,
Inside my head the voices screamed all those senseless lies,
My image had become so useless, it became a shadow of who I once seemed,
A once funny, silly crazy girl, the socialite it seemed,
wiping away the make up, smearing it across my face,
I nolonger had the will to try, nor the finesse and grace,
huddled in the corner, arms wrapped around my chest,
I silently gave up on trying my feeble quest

Dear joan

Dear joan, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Some of these songs are harder than Others, Dear Joan was written and re-released on Rob thomas's CD but originally released by his first band Tabathas Secret. It is about the ultimate betrayal, abuse. Mental, Physical and emotional. The guy is writing a letter to his girlfriend apologizing to her for what he had done to her over the span of thier relationship. She on the other hand, Stood by him, hoping he would stop, believing when he would say the pain was over, hoping everyday for the better. The raw emotion in the tabitha's secret Version is so much better I am attaching a Link to that one, even though the quality is not as good, it will haunt you.

Dear Joan
I've almost forgotten the pain in the window
The blue dress in the doorway
Dear Joan
Help me remember the face I forget
And the traps that I've sprung

I guess I've grown tired
It's just what's expected of me
To tear your heart
From the inside to the outside
You know I was wired
I just couldn't help it
The hundred thousand times
I hurt you

Dear Joan I wanted to say
I'm sorry for the screaming last night
And the nights before
I've wanted more from this
Than anything I've ever known
Dear Joan
Dear Joan
Your face has brightness
That I've never seen
In the years that I've known you
Dear Joan
I'll pick up the pieces
But some traveled so far
They flew when I kicked them
Across the room
I know you believed when I said it was over
You stood by me patiently waiting and brooding
So deeply in love
With every face I've shown
Dear Joan I wanted to say
I'm sorry for the screaming last night
And the nights before
I've wanted more from this
Than anything I've ever known
Dear Joan
Once I forget
Twice I'm a fool
Three times I wrap my hands around your neck
While you're sleeping

www.youtube.com/watch?v=xnwduX1w3BQ

Lonely No More

Lonely No More, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

I Left the harder songs for Me for the last, these are more personal, a bit more, soul tearing. this song is my whole last relationship in a 4 and a half min chorus, being in the middle of people and being so lonely you want to disappear into oblivion. You want to try, But history already tells you why bother, its already over, thier words deceive their actions and your feelings deceive the smile on your face. you stand there pretending, or as I call it, Role playing out every moment, knowing what is going on, yet pleading for them to change, to be who they once were, their empty promises last as long as a kardashian marriage, maybe longer, depending on the marriage. THey Know your not the type to deal with this Bull shit, yet you love them enough to let them treat you like the water boy at a super bowl game. It is one thing to be alone and to be lonely, Yet the worst is being with someone and wishing you were alone.

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9K0d2ALK_4

This is how a heart Breaks

This is how a heart Breaks, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Seriously one of the Most energetic Heart break songs EVER, It gets you moving all while saying I've been Fucked Over and It hurts. When you fall for someone it always seems so great, the perfect choice, then the bottom hits, they are No different than the others and the ride from high to low seems so fast and furious. When you realize you are done, the adrenaline over takes You, Shoot first ask questions later kinda moment, Run fast and get out before something or someone changes your mind.

Don't you wanna go for a ride?
Just keep your hands inside
And make the most out of life
Now don't you take it for granted
Life is like a mean machine
It made a mess outta me
It left me caught between
Like an angry dream I was stranded
I was stranded
And I'm steady but I'm starting to shake
And I don't know how much more I can take
This is it now
Everybody get down
This is all I can take
This is how a heart breaks
You take a hit now
You feel it break down
Make you stay wide awake
This is how a heart breaks

www.youtube.com/watch?v=2B_lci2lJTY

My My My

My My My, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Being silent and holding things in is a way of coping with things your not sure how to express. Sometimes we are scared of possibilities, other times we already know the answer and try to put off the outcome. Within each of us lies the strength we never knew we had to live out our happiness with or without what we thought we needed.

And when you find you're spending your time
Wanting for words but never speak
You tell yourself that the things you need come slow
But inside you just don't know


My, my, my
Let your bright light shine
Let your words live on
Far beyond this life
Beyond this life


Hold on to anything
Everything's over and done
Has the fear taken over you
Tell me is that what you want
To make up your life

www.youtube.com/watch?v=vra08lcpT5E

street Corner Symphony

street Corner Symphony, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Sometimes you have to dance Like noone is watching, I personally brought My Puppies with me, because I did not feel like being alone at this early hour of the Morning. When you wake and remember to be thankful for this wonderful life you have been givin, all the good and bad, you can also learn to celebrate even the smallest successes like my lipstick looks great with this shirt. Appreciate the bad, embrace it even, without those splashes of pain, our happiness would not be so intensified. As of right now I am thankful for a "I Miss You text" and a good night sleep, even if I am up at the ass crack of dawn. Today I shall Celebrate life as I head to my friends Fathers Funeral, and share their pain, and spend the rest of the day filling a basket full of goodies for them to munch on till the over whelming loss has subsided. I Live for pay it forward, and I know it will come full circle one day.

It's morning
I wake up
The taste of summer sweetness on my tongue
It's a clear day
In this city
Let's go dance under the street lights
All the people in this world
Let's come together
More than ever
I can feel it
Can you feel it

Come on over
Down to the corner
My sisters and my brothers of every different color
Don't you feel that sunshine telling you to hold tight
Things will be alright
Try to find a better life

Rob thomas

www.youtube.com/watch?v=zaoyodNJFyk

Not just a Woman

Not just a Woman, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

I love these Empowerment songs, admittly we are weak, yet strong, We have to hold the world, yet can fall apart from the smallest things. I Know I can be strong, I KNOW I can make it through anything, But I know at my weaker times, I can crumble and feel as if the world is falling in on me. This song was written for His wife, who has a painful debilitating nerve disorder, she can hold herself together to be a victoria secrets model, but at night, she is in so much pain, she cries in a silent abyss of despair. I think the bottom line of this song is his respect for her, for holding them, their life together all while dealing with her own illness in which he cannot do anything. He is in awe of her strength. Thank you to those who truly respect the inner qualities of their partners, It is those of you, that give us strength in numbers.

She's just a woman
not just a woman
She's terrified and
she's unafraid
She'll change her mind
with the change of the seasons
She's every reason
you'll ever need


She'll never say what you
should already know by now
Sometimes you'll swear
she can read your mind
Sometimes she'll seem as if
she's broken down

www.youtube.com/watch?v=VC0c6SQKyo4

You Know Me

You Know Me, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

You know that friend, the one that knows you better that yourself, They know what your thinking even without you saying the words. They are the one to call you out, tell you how it is but always catch you when you fall. You can screw stuff up, let them down, go against everything you believe in, and they, will still be there. They will tell you what is going to happen, you wont believe them, you can point out the obvious, you will ignore them, you can try to walk away, they will not let you go. This person has the highest tolerance of abuse any friend could have, and you always hurt those that you love the most, But then, this is a two way street. Your not the perfect person, you have done the same to them. This is the friend who you can always turn to, the one you will do anything for, the one you will back even if they are wrong. These friends are far and few between, they are our light in the darkest hour, they are our guardian angels


You got hurt bad
Man, who don't?
There's those who will help and those who won't
I would then - You know me
It starts up here
It brings you down
Cry me a river I'll try not to drown
I'm thick skinned - you know me
Yeah, you know everything
Sometimes I feel so small
I'm not that stong but I'd sure like to be
but you know me
After years it starts to turn
I get together and you get burned
Younger then - you know me
I don't say what could have been
I don't say nothing these wall are thin
I'm Paranoid Baby, But you know me
You know me I'm always sorry, sorry, always
I got a lot of problems and my problems won't change
And you know it makes me feel bad, I feel bad always
You make me feel bad, always

www.youtube.com/watch?v=vn4vj_WPqVU

Problem Girl

Problem Girl, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Last song on my Rob Thomas CD - Something to Be - It has been so much fun doing each song in a version of Secondlife.
Letting ourselves get hurt by the choices, actions and words of others, We wear it on the inside, unlike this picture, we let it simmer and boil up to be a slow immobilizing poison to our outlook on life. Lean on those that care, never let go of your inner hope, it may be dim, but with each flicker of hope is a brighter promise.

Don't let 'em get where they're going to
You know they're only what they think of you
You heard of this emotional trickery
And you felt like you were learning the ropes
But where you're going now you don't now


And when the kids on the street say
What's your problem girl
And the weight of their smile's just
Too much for you to bear
When they all make you feel
Like you're a problem girl
Remember
You're no problem at all

Maybe Someday

Maybe Someday, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

This Rob Thomas song is so Uplifting, about acceptance, Love and Faith in yourself and one another. It was an easy choice to do this song next,
it makes me think of so many possibilities and gives me hope in tomorrow.


You can go, you can start all over again
You could try to find a way to make another day go by
You can hide, hold all your feelings inside
You could try to carry on when all you wanna do is cry
And maybe someday we'll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
And try to find a way to make things better now that
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow, someday
Now we wait and try to find another mistake
If you throw it all away then maybe you could change your mind
You can run, oh, and when everything is over and done
You could shine a little light on everything around you
Man, it's good to be someone
And maybe someday we'll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now that
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow, someday

www.youtube.com/watch?v=H6pODq8_FxE

Now comes the night

Now comes the night, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Eternal Love, it sounds so simple, so easy, all it takes is one part promise, 2 parts love, 3 parts respect and 4 parts determination. To love someone so completely, to live for their every moment, to accept, appreciate and grant them the most priceless thing you have, your heart, is the ultimate gift. For all those out there, letting go of one they love, letting them go is so hard, yet knowing they are out of pain, at the end of the hard road, they are once again whole, living among the angels and able to finally be without pain is the extreme gift.

Te amaré por siempre y para siempre

When the hour is upon us
And our beauty surely gone
No you will not be forgotten
No you will not be alone
No you will not be alone
And when the day has all but ended
And our echo starts to fade
No you will not be alone then
And you will not be afraid
No you will not be afraid
When the fog has finally lifted
From my cold and tired brow
No I will not leave you crying
And I will not let you down

Rob Thomas

www.youtube.com/watch?v=KiL9PrBA-Hg

Old and New

Old and New, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

This is My OLD ass hair, Let me Look at the Date.....Holy Shit, 2007, Shit its Old But i still Love it. It is from what i can tell from the maker DS DESIGN'S. When I started SL, I went for dark Complected Black hair, It was my version of Beauty, of course the Polar Opposite of ME< I am blonde and pasty faced, Eh, I can still toss On this hair and smile, I think it is Fab done for being so freaking Old. I think I wore this hair for 2 years just because It was so Me, I Looked maybe spanish or european and Loved It. Funny I met my first partner whom was dark complected, dark haired as this avi, they soon found Out I was the Polar opposite of what I Perceived to be, but at that point they just did not care, Just as their Looks were Not important to me, It was thier mind I loved. So here I am over 6 years later waiting for thier ass to Log Into skype and take a few SL Pictures, and I still can relive yesterday as if it was only tomorrow over 6 years later. Hold Onto who your were, how you felt and who you knew, because It does not always last, but when It does, the ride is never forgotten.

I Tried

I Tried, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

I Put on purple nail polish, and blush on my cheeks,
Glossed up my lips then brushed my hair so sleek,
looking in the mirror i sighed at the reflection,
As the image staring back, was nothing but Imperfection,
Adding color to my eyes and concealing a tiny scare,
I took another look, but still did not meet par,
Biting lip and sighed again, tears welling up in my eyes,
Inside my head the voices screamed all those senseless lies,
My image had become so useless, it became a shadow of who I once seemed,
A once funny, silly crazy girl, the socialite it seemed,
wiping away the make up, smearing it across my face,
I nolonger had the will to try, nor the finesse and grace,
huddled in the corner, arms wrapped around my chest,
I silently gave up on trying my feeble quest

Ever the same

Ever the same, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

My 3rd Song in my Rob thomas CD Compilation, this song was In Meet the Robinsons, it speaks of meeting your breaking point, but having that person there, to always hold you until its over, catch you before you hit the bottom. His songs speak volumes, I Hope Your enjoying my Pictorial Images of the songs. *Hugs*
We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding me like someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now
Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down
Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we're both been shaken
Yeah, look at us man
This doesn't need to be the end
Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down
Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same

www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3gKC7kcEG8

All That I am

All That I am, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

This song screams truth, how we let people down at the same time trying to give them everything we have to prove, even though we are not perfect, we never will be, we will try to do our best, We will stand by them, protect them and live and breath for them as long as they can accept we will never be exactly what they want. Love never needs to be perfect, it only needs to be honest and true.
I am the sound of love's arriving
Echoed softly on the sand
Lay your head upon my shoulder
Lay your hand within my hand
I give you all that I am
And I breathe where you breathe
Let me stand where you stand
With all that I am
I am the white dove for a soldier
Ever marching as to war
I would give my life to save you
I stand guarding at your door
I give you all that I am
www.youtube.com/watch?v=ldaoJY61wag

Now comes the night

Now comes the night, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Eternal Love, it sounds so simple, so easy, all it takes is one part promise, 2 parts love, 3 parts respect and 4 parts determination. To love someone so completely, to live for their every moment, to accept, appreciate and grant them the most priceless thing you have, your heart, is the ultimate gift. For all those out there, letting go of one they love, letting them go is so hard, yet knowing they are out of pain, at the end of the hard road, they are once again whole, living among the angels and able to finally be without pain is the extreme gift.

Te amaré por siempre y para siempre

When the hour is upon us
And our beauty surely gone
No you will not be forgotten
No you will not be alone
No you will not be alone
And when the day has all but ended
And our echo starts to fade
No you will not be alone then
And you will not be afraid
No you will not be afraid
When the fog has finally lifted
From my cold and tired brow
No I will not leave you crying
And I will not let you down

Rob Thomas

www.youtube.com/watch?v=KiL9PrBA-Hg

Something To be

Something To be, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Play another one of those heartbreak songs
Tell another story how things go wrong
And they never get back
My pain is a platinum stack
Take that shit back
You don't wanna be me when it all goes wrong
You don't wanna see me with the houselights on
I'm a little too headstrong
Stand tall
I don't wanna get walked on
I can't stand what I'm starting to be


With No Music I wanted to hear On the Radio I pressed play on my Cd player in the car, and out came My Rob thomas Cd, Blaring old skool tunes.. This song is So me, Like a year ago I Probably would have seen this song a bit dif but as times change things so does our outlook on stuff. I see this song as constantly finding ourselves in situations, not only how we want to come across to others, But how we want to be inside. No one wants to be weak or get hurt but ultimately it is inevitable. I found myself In between a kind hearted soul and a raging bitch, Yeah Im right in the middle there, See it? LOL
From today forward, as I have always been, I will still be looking for something to be

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y_JmPj9fRS8.

illusion

illusion, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

What a fantastic song, To be your Own best friend, and yet your own worst enemy, I try to be who I want to be, but at times, I allow myself to turn a page and become someone who I NEVER wanted to be, in turn I hate myself for allowing myself to go that low, to put myself at such a level. This song is only saying that in finding yourself, You are only an illusion of what you want to be, or I guess at some points have to be. The I am the damage, I am the relief is only saying you allow yourself to heal just as much as hurt. I can say I am a total Illusion, I don't exist as one, I am a multi faceted vision of who I think I should be, although I strive to be kind, empathetic and giving, I can meld into other forms. I have sadly Role Played a Complete Relationship, hurting myself in the long run, losing myself in the process to prove a point. I did that to myself, I AM my own worst enemy, I could have walked away and muted but as the minutes, the hours, the days ticked away, I became them in a way, mirroring them, being them to the point that it became 2nd nature until I had gotten so deep, I was about to crack, Physically, Mentally and emotionally. It was a Long uphill battle after that, One I Hope to Never have to climb again.

I am the damage
I am the relief
Sometimes I'm people
I never hoped that I would be
If I take in whatever they turn out
What's that gonna make me now
Don't you understand
I'm not real anymore
I am an illusion

Rob Thomas

www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2fxpGxd2fE

When the Heartache ends

When the Heartache ends, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Holy Shit, this song is about being let down, By that one person who promised to protect you, never harm you, live each day to make yours better as they break your heart, You want them there, You need them there But you can't have them there, it is ultimately the double edged sword. "Tell me again, how you will still be there when the heartache ends" is a Bit sarcastic, Really ? You are there for me? Tell Me about this? *Laughs* and then there is the Lyric "And if I stand here silent I almost start to feel you fading in" They had already done the damage, left you broken after all is said and done, After all that, in the weakest of our moments we may still miss what is no longer there.
There ain't nobody who can show you how
To find the surface when you're underground
There ain't no blanket that can hide this cold
There ain't no memory that ever gets old
But it's alright, why don't you tell me again?
How you'll still be there when the heartache ends?
But it's alright, why don't you tell me my friend?
How you'll still be there when the heartache ends?
Rob Thomas - When The Heartache Ends
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fws8CSlfmgE&feature=kp

This Kiss

This Kiss, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Over and over I look in your eyes
you are all I desire
you have captured me
I want to hold you
I want to be close to you
I never want to let go
I wish that this night would never end
I need to know
Could I hold you for for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJLBZhisgkQ

Fall Serenity

Fall Serenity, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

"how do you do it?" I asked, looking over at him, feeling content and secure snuggled against his arm. His face eased with a smile and replied "What?" Glancing back up to the sky and trees hanging over us, the smell of a far off leaf fire filling our lungs with a sweet burning smell with every breath as the colorful leaves rustled to the ever changing breeze. I to let a smile cross my face as my eyes closed and whispered "That"

Lost in you

Lost in you, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

This Super Cool sign is from Were Closed, Fab Mesh Outdoor store with trees, bushes and well, as you can see signs and other stuff. I LOVE this sign, Is is super cute and has a Lot of different poses to play with. I Love how this pose matches up so well with the Lost arrow, Losing something is not always bad, when the gain makes up for it, *Sings a Bit better that a Dying Kitteh* "I found a way to get lost in Youuuuuuu"

www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zRSSfw97XY

I always knew that you'd
Come back to get me
And you always knew that
It wouldn't be easy
To go back to the start
To see where it all began
Or end up at the bottom
To watch how it all ends
You tried to lie and say
I was everything
I remember when I said
I'm nothing without you
Somehow I found
A way to get lost in you
Let me inside
Let me get close to you
Change your mind
I'll get lost
If you want me to
Somehow I found
A way to get lost in you
You always thought that
I left myself open
But you didn't know
I was already broken
I told myself that
It wouldn't be so bad
Pulling away you took
Everything that I had
You tried to lie and
Say I was everything
I remember when I said
I'm nothing without you
Somehow I found
A way to get lost in you
Let me inside
Let me get close to you
Change your mind
I'll get lost
If you want me to
Somehow I found
A way to get lost in you
The pain of it all
The rise and the fall
I see it all in you
Now everyday
I find myself sayin'
I want to get lost in you
I'm nothing without you
Somehow I found
A way to get lost in you
Let me inside
Let me get close to you
Change your mind
I'll get lost
If you want me to but
Somehow I found (somehow I found)
A way to get lost in you (a way to get lost in you)

North Star

North Star, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

There is something about stars that can in someway define or describe us as I see it. Sometimes we are bright and, other times we are dim and barely seen. I shall take each starry night knowing that the next shall only be brighter

Forty- five light years from home,
to be where you are
Where I wanna be beside you
Looking for direction,
starved to your affection
The space between you and me...
ahh...ahh
I can't wait any longer for your love
I can't wait, I can't wait
I can't wait any longer for it
I can't wait any longer for your love...
...ooh...ooh

U2

Tree House Sim

Tree House Sim, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

So I was Running around Incognito, and found this sim, Lots of tree House's.. Hence the whole name and all. It really is Pretty and after I randomly went in circles, I THINK I hit the whole sim. There is a Club here and lots of places to just hang and take pictures. Granted after I gobbled down a few Marshmallows, I Needed a Nap.

URL maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Hirilorn/122/82/27

Carnival

Carnival, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

OMG I Love a good carnival, I used to be Super good at the Balloon game, and I even got my fortune from Zoron - If your not the lead dog, the scenery will never change - True story! I found this carnival, Lots of stuff to do and just outside LOTS of shopping, Can it get any better! LM is below, Dont spill Your Popcorn!


maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/The%20Wash/245/138/23

Eternal Shadows

Eternal Shadows, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Flickr is Like My Blog, I can make a Picture and toss a Poem or thought, a Moment or lesson I have learned, hence I LOVE it! I used to have a blog about common sense, Er Ok I mean Uncommon sense since Most do not have it in a virtual world. I was the devils advocate, the bitch, the word of reason in many ways, Yeah I may have been hurt before But I'm totally cool with letting go and walking away. One thing I have done blogs On is shininess, You know how new stuff is always so pleasant and fun and well, Er NEW! New shoes, clothes, food, People in a SL... Yay for NEW! I used to be the Social Butterfly, the party girl, the one who was always on the go, but I have since learned that longevity is not boring it is comforting and peaceful. As you have probably figured out I LOVE photos, they tell a story, they can trigger an emotion, they can basically be a moment held In time to cherish forever. I LOVE that, because a Lot of Moments i want to keep. Amusing is the one who showed me the wonderful world of photography is the one who ultimately showed me the biggest lesson on shininess, after showing me this Love of photos, the picture taking stopped, it was as if, I was not even amusing enough to take a Picture Of.... seriously, I have the personality of a Social Muse, when wanted ha ha.. Ok, back to topic, I will never get tired of taking pictures, same avatars, same people, same place, it is all in how you see it, I take a FUCKLOAD of Me, I mean, Unnecessarily to many, BUT I do not make them all the same nor do I feel Like I need a Plethora of other people to fill my life with substance or different pictures. The picture is only what you make of it, the same as your second life, If you make it complicated and messy like a data base, Garbage in/Garbage out.. You cannot fill your life with all New things and expect things to stay the same. Nor should you change things just because they are not new any more, in order to change things around you, you should ALWAYS start within yourself.

Far away

Far away, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

Just one chance, just one breath
Just in case theres just one left
Cause you know
You know, you know
That I love you, I have loved you all along
And I miss you, been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming youll be with me and youll never go
Stop breathing if I dont see you anymore
On my knees, Ill ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you Id withstand
All of it to hold your hand
Id give it all, Id give for us
Give anything but I wont give up
Cause you know
You know, you know
That I love you, I have loved you all along
And I miss you, been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming youll be with me and youll never go
Stop breathing if I dont see you anymore
So far away, been far away for far too long
So far away, been far away for far too long
But you know
You know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say


Nickelback - Far Away Lyrics

Hush

Hush, a photo by dy secondlife on Flickr.

I always have somehing to say, seriously I am super opinionated and silly, sometimes, I can make a 2 hour conversation out of a mento or the sound of the wind. I Need someone who is calmer, laid back, not as hyper as me, someone to makes me slow down, listen to the sound of nothing and NOT comment on the obviousness of it, grasp the reality of just being and not always doing, instead of fixating on one thing, being mesmerized by everything and literally enjoying it.